How would you feel?
If someone close to you said:
You look old
Your marriage was a mistake, I did not give you my blessing.
Your a failure
What are you doing with your life?
There is something wrong with you.
Well all those things were said to me in a very nice way, mind you. Yes my mother was very nice
while saying all these things...in her head she was doing me a favor...go figure. I understand where she is coming from, my life is not what i had imagined it would be when i was younger. I dont regret it...because if i did i would then regret the birth of my sons; and I DONT...I cant picture my life without them in it. I love them with all my heart, if nothing else at least i got two things right in my life and thats my babies! This last week has been very hard on me, one of the reasons you already know.. I guess what she said made me rethink lots of things... Im so lost right now, and all my friends are too busy for me....here i am surrounded by people and i feel soo DAMN alone! but the people that matter are nowhere to be found! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH