Thursday, February 23, 2012

I can see clearly now

I´ve been blinded

I´ve been deceived

I´ve been delusional

I´ve believed in you

Now I know I must have been out of my mind

I see the truth now

I can see the real you

Gone over in my head
All the things left unsaid
If at least you´ve given me an explanation

The courtesy of a goodbye

You´ve made me jaded

You´ve made me a cynic

You´ve made me bitter

I can see the truth behind the lies now

I see the err of my ways now

A little too late, isn´t that always the case

I believed all your promises

I believed all your declarations

I believed in all your lies

I can see the coward hiding behind the "man"

One thing I will promise

I will never allow myself to be played again

I will never allow my feelings to be toyed with

Ever again

I guess I have you to thank

Thank you for allowing me to see the truth

In midst of all the chaos

I stand here alone

Stronger in the aftermath

Piecing together the shards of a broken soul.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

How would you feel?

How would you feel?
If someone close to you said:
You look old
Your marriage was a mistake, I did not give you my blessing.
Your a failure
What are you doing with your life?
There is something wrong with you.

Well all those things were said to me in a very nice way, mind you. Yes my mother was very nice
while saying all these her head she was doing me a favor...go figure. I understand where she is coming from, my life is not what i had imagined it would be when i was younger. I dont regret it...because if i did i would then regret the birth of my sons; and I DONT...I cant picture my life without them in it. I love them with all my heart, if nothing else at least i got two things right in my life and thats my babies! This last week has been very hard on me, one of the reasons you already know.. I guess what she said made me rethink lots of things... Im so lost right now, and all my friends are too busy for i am surrounded by people and i feel soo DAMN alone! but the people that matter are nowhere to be found! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Playing with words

I wrote this the other day...
Standing under the stars
with arms open wide,
I close my eyes
And feel the warmth of your embrace
I also wrote...
When you feel a gentle wind kissing your body
It is my love kissing you in silence...
Now I´ve decided to combine both and change it a lil bit, see how you like it =)

 Standing under the stars with arms open wide,
I close my eyes
Feel the wind touch my body
And in that moment I know
It is your love kissing me in silence